* mY sTOriEs
11:42 PM
When the door of happiness closes,
another opens; but often times we look
so long at the closed door that we don't
see the one, which has been opened
for us.
May you have enough happiness to
make you sweet, enough trials to make
you strong, enough sorrow to keep you
human and enough hope to make you
happy.
Said by Sasi..(on msn..lol!)
UpSAnDDownS
Sunday, February 27, 2005
10:54 PM
Bonker's 1V
Yay...today was super funfilled man..in TANJONG beach ,Sentosa!..
Stonned till 5am just to keep myself awake...den got call from nick to wake up..haha...den met up wif MaC at his place at 6++ and we went down to Harbor front to meet up wif the rest.
Reached tanjong beach like 8+am.When we went there...we were told there was nothing to do initialy..but after much 'persuasion' lol...we were assigned to various areas..i paired up wif Yc to do the station marshal.....
But seriously both of us were suay sia..haha practically there were 15 grps that shld be reporting to us at STATION A2..hah but only 4 reported sia!..damn sad..:<
But then again..due to strict observation, we managed to notice that at least from every grp there wld be a gal wearing BLUE bikini...haha siala!..damn coincidental...
But most of em seem to be from biz sch...so sadly not much of chiobus..but got cute gers leh!..haha like Adeline!..wohoo..yc like her!...:>
Was fun sia...working wif Sports club comitee and the officials..most of us are thinking of doing the recruitment drive for sports club in may...we are definitely gona do it..no matter wat obstacles we face....getting to knoe more and new friends rawks man...haha
So..have finalised my decisions for now...pass all my subjs this sem...get into SIP..join the rugby team,join sports club..help out in any events...if possible we run the show, they sit back and relax...and continue being a treasurer in cent club...whaa..kinda cool eh?..oh well..
Super tired out..just came back from a family gathering in swensons..haha gd food sia..but sadly down wif sorethroat...so dint touch the deserts at all!Sadly...:<
Ok im going to sleep early tonite...gota pia tomor!..
UpSAnDDownS
Saturday, February 26, 2005
2:44 AM
Charlie says...
Mayday Mayday!!!FINALLY most of the things that had to be cleared had been cleared...one word of advise...
Dunt ever use de fucking word BACKSTABBING when u consider some1 as a true buddy..it hurts....but not animore.. cos brothers dunt use such words even in die die situations..
well now thats its allmost seemed to be over..there seem to be another game thats yet to be over..whoever thats playing the game...dunt waste ur time alright..we got no more feelings..we're living in a world of our own....and to outsiders,when friends are having problems..dunt try to intervene nor take sides and listen to one sided stories...its not for the betterment at all...i request this to whoever u are...cos u are just a peanut compared to me or my friends..or rather 'friends'... :>
Any problems still surfacing...plz come forward to talk it out...i beg ya pple..i dunt want cold stares nor talking behind each other's backs..its call backstabbing ya know..lol....rather fight it out like a bold man...
Hope this semester ends fast...i dunt want to see such pple anymore liao..once SIP starts..its havoc time!....Sat night fever again pple?...haha
Well ...shall not brag on it animore....
Charlie says...
this will be very last entry on 'Losing friends and relationships'. Final episode..Sad ending..but its gd that it ended this way...
future updates wld be xciting and funfilled..as it wld be on my OH gang and gals of course.....hahaha....
Played out soul.
UpSAnDDownS
Friday, February 25, 2005
3:40 PM
Love
by Andrew C. Admire
My love is pure as water.
I have so much love in my heart,
That if my heart was a dam holding the water,
It would break.
The problem is,
No one wants to see the pure water that I have.
They want water that is impure,
They want a challange.
What I need is someone,
Who wants pure water and will not abuse it.
You are kind, loving, funny, compassionate, and beautiful.
I would like to share my water with you.
UpSAnDDownS
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
1:35 PM
Down down wif migrane and fever once again..damn due to the bad weather...and worst still its another TUESDAY det i dint go sch..basket 3rd time...compcom lec is gona be mad at me...haha but well i cant help it...Im sick of everything...
Well...have been reading some of my friends' blogs...most of em are spledid reflections..which are seriously true....
I confess here now that ive used some as a tool before...for my own selfish needs..but now..its not gona be that case anymore..never treated them as friends but tool..wtf...ive never been perfect afterall..my sincere apologies to all.
I do hate myself for wat ive done to many....had countless of enemies before..my history is kinda bad...used to have a stuck up attitude...more of an EGO enriched guy..but changes change me ...
Trying to lead the live ive always yearned for....
UpSAnDDownS
12:45 AM
Well ....i need one more memba for SIP...whoever that is....just find us...we dunt need PROs to start off with....just any1 who can work wif us...next time those motherfuckers who made empty promises here and there..try to keep up to ur words...dunt be a loser in life...plz....The only person who havent gave up hope on u wld be GOD...find him....
Well OH 2005 has sadly come to an end....made many wonderfull friends ...despite losing some...but i dunt care...cos they are of no importance to me NOW...
And not forgetting the Sat night Fever gang!..haha...
Blind Happiness that wld be shortlived..
UpSAnDDownS
11:06 PM
Whaa being part of open hse is =so much fun+ so many friends!!!...yay...Sad that it will be ending so soon.....
Reflecting from one of my friend's blog,if friends show dunt care attitude..dunt care...they bho chap u ..stay cool..but if the problems persists..den going in seperate ways is da best option..its trouble-free and worry-free...
Its better this way...
Anyway...im contented wif my life now...just that something or some1 is missing in my life...haha..
Okay....i go bake a choc cake for my brother's bday which is tmor..thats my gift for him..haha.
Tata
UpSAnDDownS
Friday, February 18, 2005
10:32 PM
well..its 16th of feb, ive got approximately 10 days before i make de wisest choice,..fark it man.still havent gotten a grp.....initially it was all set up nicely that we wld work together but NOW...its changing..damn..pple change so farking fast...its hurting badly deep inside man..just that i dunt show it...one point of time.u have everything planned nicely..den somethings pops out...and everything goes haywire...im having such friends..wat can i do?..nothing..tot i wld stick wif dem tru thick and thin...but now...think its all over la.. cant bear to see wats happening arnd me...everything is falling apart...many empty promises made...pple cant live to their words...fark it man...is this reality?..
Wounds are left unheeled.
UpSAnDDownS
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
11:36 PM
Well, for 19 years i have never expected any gifts or wishes from any of my friends for all the occasions...cos i dint bother abt those occasions as they come and go every year....but today....i recieved my first ever V.day gift from a special friend...how sweet of her...it touched my heart sia for the first time that is..haha.... at least i realise i got friends who do care for me.. . Thank you my friend!!!Remember,I owe u one now.
Even in my social circle, its easy to spot whoz wearing 'friendship' masks ...but well only those handfull whom i regard as buddies wld be treasured and remembered till the day i depart earth and I mean what i say.
UpSAnDDownS
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
11:15 PM
Whaa...one whole day just gone like that...foo wee..!..
Got up approx arnd 9...washed up...got call from es to collect the roses and stuff..so went down ...
Spent 3 hrs there ....just like that...making payments..etc...den rushed back to settle down and work on the bouquets...haiz...
Made 2 deliveries...1 to nick and another to a old friend of mine...haiz..both at 2 ends of sg....haha...
Reached home arnd 7...tot of going for a movie...but in de end felt lazy ...haha...
Damn still got schwork to finish up...MSD/LifeScience/DSA...and the list goes on....damn...haha hopefully i can finish up 1/2 of the load by tomor.....
Not sure if i wld be going to sch on monday, due to the overwhelming deliveries ive got on that day itself...fuckin tired out....got sch....got deliveries..gota finish up projects...got open house...wohoo...hope im not drained...
Hmm..oh yea before i forget..its a friend's 21st bday...shez not in sgpore sadly...haiz first time i nearly forgot abt a friend's bday!...wat sia...wat kind of friend M i?..
For the past few days...feeling very very vexed up...due to so many farking unreasonable reasons...dunt knoe why those problems have to pop up...but if it persists...den it wld be da first time every1 wld see da different side of Raj.
Alright...think ill go...if not ill start shooting out crap.....
Happy Valentine's Day in Advance to all Valentiners!
UpSAnDDownS
Saturday, February 12, 2005
7:50 PM
Dorairaj, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Virgo
Virgo, the Virgin (August 23 to September 23): This intelligent and diligent partner is just your type. Initially, a Virgo may catch your eye with their put-together look and attention to the details of your courtship. But as you get to know them better, you're even more likely to be drawn to your Virgo's strong convictions and practical nature. People born under this sign are typically very good with money and tend to be conservative overall when it comes to risk. In fact, most Virgos have a discerning nature that can make them seem a bit critical at times. However, they're also almost always open to discussing the emotional side of any matter in a relationship. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Virgin both reserved and cautious, especially when your relationship first becomes sexual. Overall, Virgos are typically highly loyal partners and firm believers in marriage.
Although Virgo is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other astrological signs that you're highly compatible with.
LOL!!!..Was bored so did a Zodiac survey..and the results are as above...haha not sure if thats TRUE...bleah...
UpSAnDDownS
Friday, February 11, 2005
1:39 PM
whaa...Lunar New year ahh...hahaha...doesnt seem like sia...lol..oh well...happy LNY to all my chinese friends!...
Hmm..wohoo its feb 10...Parents together for 20 years and still counting....yay...
Later mayb go out wif dem.....if not stay at home finish up EWA.....den wake up tomor to go sch as USUAL....
Well..must do serious catching up wif my sec sch palz...basket its like ive been ignoring them..haha..giving too much importance to POLY LIFe...damn...must start balancing up liao......
Valentine's Day is just arnd the corner...haha got roses but no1 to give except my mom and sis and mayb a close friend!...haha...well... *patience my boy*...
"Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit." - Said by Some1 but cannot remember..LOL...
Alright...time to go ....
Believe in Faith.
UpSAnDDownS
Thursday, February 10, 2005
1:45 AM
Alright time to update yet once again....but ill keep it short yea..cos super duper tired !...Just came back from Malaysia bah...
Ok today's e-guides training was splendid...first time i participated in a major sch event after stepping into TP...well..met wonderfull pple once again man...this made me get rid of those worries and those un-needed thoughts..phew..
Learnt a lesson though, in an event or watsoever occasion , u wld have upz and downz...well glad YC did a gd job today...aniwayz.. a sincere thank for allowing me to participate in this event pal.
It was an eventful day today..with the e-guides training and later on the party in Malaysia...well attended one of my so called 'football crazy' kaki ...who celebrated his 75th bday today...haha ..best part is he dunt allow me to call him grandpa...so hez ma uncle la.. well both of us are Liverpool supporters also..so we clicked sia..haha well he'z still going strong even at this age...no sickness..no bad habits.happy family....wonderfull wife...happy children...happy grandchildren..sufficient cash to run the whole family for 2 generations..haha wat else u need other than SATISFACTION CUM HAPPINESS man??. Fuck ....regret being young...u think abt lots of shit thats happening arnd u..trying to forsee ur future...think too much..think too little..basket wat for?..Take what comes can we?....
UpSAnDDownS
Sunday, February 06, 2005